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I rebel. Therefore, I am."
![]() | Hello, the author would like to introduce herself. Serene Zhang Xi Yun [张曦昀] I am a flower quickly fading . ♥ |
I rebel. Therefore, I am."







Sunday, March 8, 2009/ 9:47 PM
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/ 11:05 AM
sorry for crap quality. i was going to change skins but blogskins won't let me download them.
i'll probably change to wordpress. |
Friday, March 6, 2009/ 11:26 PM
in every story woven with threads of pain, there is a happy ending. [and so, the story goes...] |
Thursday, March 5, 2009/ 6:12 PM
i've deleted all my social network accounts. all except facebook but the rest, i've decided, is a total waste of time.
to be honest, things have not been going smoothly for me. i spend too much of my time chasing invaluable 'treasures'. things that waste time but won't ultimately change situations. the result of my folly is evidently clear in various aspects of my life. i gave QACI a rethink. i thought about the reason why i'm here, where i want to be, what i want to get. i haven't came to a full and satisfying conclusion. but the few reasons i have is enough for me to stop and turn around. but the main reason is God. i fell out again. time and time again i promised to hold on; time and time again i lose grip. and all this made me inevitably tired. there's too much to put on pen and paper... so i'll leave it at this: i have nothing. did you realise i didn't add any lyrics on the top of this post? that's because i've ran out of intellegent things to say. that's because i've exhausted all of my energy and inspiration. that's because i finally realised all that i thought i possess is a mere illusion. i'm nothing but a creation of God. but a creation of God is treasure. therefore, i have no need to pursue what will one day fade and turn to dust. a flower quickly fading... |
Tuesday, February 24, 2009/ 12:58 PM
intense, baby;
i was tagged to do this. on facebook. but can't be bothered to go on. when i log in my notifications will probably be a few, "XXX mentioned you in her note." or, "254 singles have just become available! click here to see more." why did i add those stoopid dating apps? >.< anyways. 50 Things 1) i’m Chinese. I speak Chinese. yeah, that's all for now. I'm tired. I need to sleeeep. |
Sunday, February 22, 2009/ 8:54 PM
you will always be my second choice;
just like you have never even acknowledged my voice. bah! school again. i have camp on wednesday. not that i'm not looking forward to camp itself. but the assessment that's going to take place on second day or smth. i have to do it in front of the whole skool! i have a phobia of falling flat on my face in front of crowds btw. and i tend to do that a lot. i've so wasted my weekends. there's a lot things i'm meant to do on sat and sun but i just spent the whole time clicking on myspace 'add to friends' button. i found a lot of new people. plus, there's a serious need to update my myspace. my last comment was on january or smth. my cyworld profile is gone. i have only 4 friends and the last comment i saw (from someone i actually knew) was in august or smth. random visit comments are not counted. i've just updated it though. don't mind the silly name. it's um.. yeah, well, i made it ages ago. have a look though. and add a comment to liven things up a little. my CyWorld i'm getting tired of facebook too. i was addicted to it for most of last year but i guess that rage just passed for me. i remember i used to be addicted to neopets.. i'd try to use the comp whenever my dad's not looking. then i'd buy scrambled eggs for my pet. haha. those silly days. i'm gonna be in trouble tmr. i should really stop procrastinating. you'll never see what others can see; because your heart is thrown long ago into the sea. |
Saturday, February 21, 2009/ 6:59 PM
damn straight, sister.
i'm so lazy. it's not my fault that i am. miniclip is awesome. i've now started a whole play-miniclip-games-in-business-class trend. and off the rails is just soooo addictive. i really have to thank my skool for this awesome technology education plan. (: off the rails is just about 2 greenish mexican people pumping a cart. you'll have to keep pressing 'a' and 'd' to make them pump it. then you'll have to jump over urchin-like thingys and avoid the fat bloated stuffs that drop down occasionally. if you don't, your cart will explode and it will rain meat and bones. sometimes, nuts and bolts. it's quite a strange game. but it's pretty cute. when you don't make it to the next level they'll go "aiyaiyai.." in that mexican accent. i'm up to level 12 now. it's pretty damn hard. hopefully i'll make it to level 13 tmr. you just feel like tearing those green people up whenever the cart explodes. it's heaps fun but beware: it is highly addictive. CAN YOU BEAT ME? |
